Improvements
Posted on Monday 29 May 2017 @ 18:51 by Lieutenant JG Martin Landau
365 words; about a 2 minute read
Time has moved on and things are improving considerably with myself being back to my old self doing my job. The things you endure make you either stronger or a better person and its good sometimes to let your emotions out once in a while to cleanse yourself of them and get back to what you love doing. Trying to avoid my sister was hard and brought on that period of anger, crying and various other emotions that made me feel out of place with the surroundings for a while whilst these where dealt with on my own terms which meant sometimes missing a shift or locking myself in the room for the whole day. The new mission is afoot and a refreshed me is ready to tackle any challenges thrown my way in this new exciting voyage of discovery make me feel like things are moving forward and we are exploring new things maybe it be better to participate than be myself. Maybe my superior smarts could come in handy on a mission like this occasionally its been used but not to its full potential its like that show I have been exploring where there's this little dumb lemur that loves this kings feet but pour caffeinated coffee into the little lemur and it unleashed the smart one inside him to do all sorts of wonderful things.
I think the time has come to decide what to do next maybe try a hobby or have an interest in something to keep me occupied during down time around the ship maybe even learn new skills or a new trade. This would make me feel a little better on days off and would get me out of this room enjoying something and feeling happy doing it or participating in something with other crew. I enjoy being on the bridge from time to time it gets me out of the office and socialising with other crew getting to know them more and becoming friends like Jones I enjoy her company and is great to talk to I get on well with her and wonder if I will see more of her in various activities and the mission.