Sad Moments

Posted on Monday 30 January 2017 @ 13:45 by Lieutenant JG Martin Landau

295 words; about a 1 minute read

I sat there in the corner recalling sad memories and trying fix myself and get out of the rut I put myself into lately. I recalled the tragedy with dad in his warp core breach on a ship was a really hard day to comprehend seeing an Official there weeks later telling us of his death and giving us the medal of honor for him was even more unbearable. Now as I sit in this corner sleep deprived feeling better after being dragged in for a wash starting to cry I feel like OI should sort it soon or the captain will not be happy at all with my performance on duty. I feel as though it is family related that triggers the condition but I will need to work it out in my own time no shrinks allowed I must do it alone and face the facts that it will happen all the time when family are around .

I feel though as if it will go way shortly or when we leave this place and never come back and also means I will be back to full strength for duty on the next mission shame I can't attend the meeting in my state but hey ho that is life and centaurian thing. The things I get into to do this stuff seems like I should try and control it better and the nightmares are getting worse but better in a way I don't have many these days there random and infrequent at best these days slowly dissipating. Its best for me to stay away from the senior staff till we leave for the next mission in a way it will cure me getting away from the Leeds and this starbase it is docked at.

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